at long last, hitting my head against the wet paint
I am finally back on the wagon with this whole blog thing. I haven't posted anything since the 10th, and that post was a cop-out picture post that does not measure up.
Things have been so incredibly busy with me. so many things in life are changing - new job, new home (owned by yours truely and frogmang), am going to be going through rituals to become an inner chamber disciple in T'ien Lung Tao...
craziness.
but I don't like to rant and rave about my personal life in this fashion. I prefer to reveal details in my essays on topics, as I find the "I did this and this" blogs to be the stupidest and most self-indulgent things around, next to having your own blog to begin with. that last sentence is rather extreme. clarification: if you have somthing interesting to say a blog is great, and you should go for it. but who's going to really want to read about some friend of theirs, writing about biking saturday and then health club sunday along with killer italian food afterwards. ho hum. rant rant rant...
Yes, as mentioned above I am leaving my current job. no more neonatal unit with sick babies and sticky ethical topics. I am also leaving adolescent chronic pain, so no more intricate psychological measures and teasing out of the exact days of school absenses. it's good. I am happy but apprehensive. once you make a change for the near future (and the far off future for that matter), you want it to happen NOW. not wait. I am just trying to enjoy my time here.
you know what? I really can't find anything in myself that isn't just a release of pent up thoughts, the need to just rample and process. I don't feel that this blog is the forum for that kind of writing. I just need some time alone, to myself. I feel like I haven't read a book in a month, for christ's sake.
and yes, while painting yesterday I did hit my head against some wet paint (white) and now have some streaks that are almost as well blended as some of the highlighting jobs I see around here.
am done.
H
Things have been so incredibly busy with me. so many things in life are changing - new job, new home (owned by yours truely and frogmang), am going to be going through rituals to become an inner chamber disciple in T'ien Lung Tao...
craziness.
but I don't like to rant and rave about my personal life in this fashion. I prefer to reveal details in my essays on topics, as I find the "I did this and this" blogs to be the stupidest and most self-indulgent things around, next to having your own blog to begin with. that last sentence is rather extreme. clarification: if you have somthing interesting to say a blog is great, and you should go for it. but who's going to really want to read about some friend of theirs, writing about biking saturday and then health club sunday along with killer italian food afterwards. ho hum. rant rant rant...
Yes, as mentioned above I am leaving my current job. no more neonatal unit with sick babies and sticky ethical topics. I am also leaving adolescent chronic pain, so no more intricate psychological measures and teasing out of the exact days of school absenses. it's good. I am happy but apprehensive. once you make a change for the near future (and the far off future for that matter), you want it to happen NOW. not wait. I am just trying to enjoy my time here.
you know what? I really can't find anything in myself that isn't just a release of pent up thoughts, the need to just rample and process. I don't feel that this blog is the forum for that kind of writing. I just need some time alone, to myself. I feel like I haven't read a book in a month, for christ's sake.
and yes, while painting yesterday I did hit my head against some wet paint (white) and now have some streaks that are almost as well blended as some of the highlighting jobs I see around here.
am done.
H
posted by H at 1:59 PM
2 Comments:
We want pictures!
But seriously, it's good to see you back up and writing. Must be really busy for you with all these changes at once...
Congrats again on the purchase - I plan on swinging through Philly on the way to Dad's on the weekend after July 4th.
Good to hear you are doing OK!
Love,
C
HC,
good to have you back. great lava pic, makes my mouth water. I agree about the pointlessness of most blogs, and that you should rep your set instead of blathering on about femjacking charwomen (thanks, HST), but then again, maybe someone does care about the wild buttsex some couple shared after killer Italian food. Homeowner, new job, warrior-poet. olde bouyah.
May your light be a beacon to all. love X
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